Sunday, July 5, 2009

Eyes, Ears and Mask and Nose

Mysterious eyes

People that look into your eyes are intrigued and mesmerized by their beauty. These eyes can often compell people to look into them and you may often find people staring deep into your eyes.

Beauty

Your mask is Beauty. You are beautiful inside and out. You aren't too aware of your beauty, although all the people around you are. There are times when you feel like you're wearing a mask, but no one around you can notice the difference with or without it. You may feel vulnerable at times, but you usually get through it. You sometimes wish you had someone to help you through those tough times, but you are always hopeful and don't give up easily. People who first meet you notice your beauty at a glance, but most people notice it when they get to really know you.

Sometimes in life there are these little things that surprise you. Sometimes in a good way or sometimes in a way that makes you think in wonder.

Is this really how others see me? I didn't know that was how they thought. I wish I knew what others thought of me. Do they really care about me?

Numerous questions like that can run through my mind at one time when I'm with people. However, sometimes there's little things that make you realise that there are somethings that you can only realise when you hear it or read it. Above is something that I got on Facebook.

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I don't think that I really am that mysterious at all. But people have told me that I am. People have also said that I'm intriguing because of the way that I do things. I don't think there's anything different than that because I just go with the flow most of the time.

Beauty... I think I'm pretty, but not nearly enough to be beautiful. And yet, people can tell me all the time that they know I'm beautiful and I could hear it every day for the rest of my life and I still would not believe them. I really don't see it in myself. I don't think that I'm the most personable person. I don't even know what my friends see in me and why they are my friends. But hey, that's just me.

Has anyone else wondered some of the questions that I've mentioned? Never thinking you're good enough or just wondering why you do what you do?

I understand that no one is perfect, but sometimes, can believing that not being perfect will affect the way you see yourself? Knowing you're not perfect can take away from the drive to be better?

Can people really see to the depths of your heart and soul by looking into your eyes...?

1 comment:

  1. Jessi, I think everyone wonders stuff like that now and then. Actually, I think it's a good thing to know you're not perfect... so that you're always striving to be better, and you can remain humble. If you think that you are perfect, you'll never grow as a person.

    I think some people might think you're mysterious just because you come across as so different from the stereotypical teenage, ie. the ditzy shallow type. You don't often let people in, I think... you can come across as self-contained.
    It's tough to describe, but... even though you're always thinking of the future, and of your dreams, of other people... it's like you're kinda wavering, unsure to take that final committing step.
    *shrugshrug* Then again, that's merely my perception, and I know a lot of people know you better than I.

    About your beauty... and I do think you're beautiful. xP I think the inside and the outside are inexorably linked, you can't have one without the other. Maybe if I just saw you walking by and didn't know you I'd think "wow, that girl's pretty", but after knowing you. Just your way of expressing yourself, a mature seriousness in dreaming things most teenages don't think about, and then a quirky silliness despite what people might think, as well as the rest of your personality... well, everything comes together and now if someone asked me I could say, "Now, that is a girl who is beautiful."

    =3 And yes, I really believe you can look into the depths of someone's heart/soul through their eyes. Because you can't hide emotions in your eyes, and so it's always who you are.
    =3 Personally, I think eye contact is the most amazing and intimate way humans have of interacting. x3

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